(After writing and then reading this, I want to warn everyone that it is an extremely random, non coherent just….stream of consciousness(thank you gracehelbig for that very appropriate grouping of words haha) )
First things first, I know that I am extremely impatient. Its only been a month.
This whole being new to a city thing is starting to suck balls. Moved here, to Atlanta, and I have yet to meet anyone outside of work.
HOW DO PEOPLE MEET PEOPLE!??! I don’t remember how to do this! I’ve gone out multiple times, by myself! Which for me is crazy difficult. It takes hours of pump up time to work up the nerve. Of course, if I wanted sex that would be easy, not that that’s what i’m looking for right now. Before anyone says going out on to bars and stuff isn’t the way to meet people. I KNOW THIS! I’ve done normal stuff too. Coffee shops, meet-ups, okcupid, which btw i find just as useless as grindr, all I ever get are stupid sex requests.
I miss my friends! Can I just go back to the easy life in Kentucky.
Anyway, Now I’m just sitting in my apartments all the time. Begging for there to be alcohol in my system while i just sit and watch movies on my couch. ALL THE TIME. Is that sad. I’m starting to think i’m becoming a bit of oan alcoholic or at least I would be if I weren’t too poor to actually buy booze.
This life is sucking so HARD right now and I am not enjoying it.